The worst thing ever when I lost the strong me who is not easily to feel so down when insecurity hits me up. I lost that person. I'm confused. Where is that person? Why I can't handle this anymore? It is normal to feel insecure. Yes, it is me myself who compared the two things, that supposedly not to be compared. But why?
I used to keep the word, "Don't beg. They will, if they want to". Huh. Sakit tau tak to have this feeling. To hate people with a funny reason, plus to hate myself because I'm hating people. Complicated, isn't? I'm just... worried. Why do I have to be afraid of being left? Know your worth dearself..
As time passes by, as our surrounding changes, as people come and go.. We are replaceable. I'm afraid in losing friend, again.
Nahh, I know I will be okay :) And the best will stay. In shaa Allah
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